Temporary Hiatus...

So I am trying to write two books right now, and I am being distracted by the blogs I have, I am taking a break from this one at the moment. I will inform you when it will start up again. If you follow/subscribe to me, you will find out. I promise! :D

Thank you so much for reading this blog, and I hope you understand.
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Have a great summer, autumn, winter, and year! Well hopefully I will return before a year passes, who knows?

-HM

Thoughts Chapter 2: Believe Me by Ellie Goulding

Believe Me by Ellie Goulding
I love this song, the thoughts I have when I listen to this song every time. Imagining the intensity the wind creates when the song starts. My mind goes somewhere peaceful open. And then the lyrics start to hit every nerve in my body...All throughout the song, the words and the emotional feeling gives me the thought that the song is talking about goals, music, and love and loss. Personally, this song related to me for the thoughts and ideas in my head about making music and creating stories. The talk of love is related to the love I have for my grandmother to passed away, whom I feel is the one who gives me the strength to go on, and the love I had for a girl in middle school, whom I feel is the one who gives me the motivation and the inspiration to write, songs or books.

This song gives me the feeling of happiness. I remember when I was little I always wished to be that main character guy on television where things would work out for him, in love and family, but if everything did work out the way I wanted it to, my grandmother doesn't pass away, and I end up in a happy relationship with the girl I had a crush on in middle school, where would my drive be, where would it come from? The trials and tribulations I went through in my life has given me the strength to go on, the strength to do more with my life. The strength to believe in me.

Ok so...

I know I have not been updating as much as I used to.

But I am a college kid now, with a life and lots of homework.
I will make it up to you in the summer.

If I get tired of writing my books I will stop by and write about music that moves me.

Just for you! :)

I'll see ya all in the summer!

-HM

Thoughts Chapter 1: Lost In The World by Kanye West

Here's Lost In The World (ft. Bon Iver) by Kanye West.
I'll never understand why this song ignited some thought that has been swimming around in my brain (brain cavity) but ever since I've been coming to terms with my Granny I must now try to come to terms with my mother before she truly pass away. This song makes me think of me destroying the world with red eyes crying constantly until all of America is destroyed. All I know is that if my mother passes away I hope I have a house way far out in the country because I will either need time alone or time with a whole bunch of people and a knife. Kanye was lucky enough to hide from the world after his mother's passing but me, I don't know what I'll do or even where I'll go. I'm scared......

Stop thinking about her.
She's still alive.
You're pushing everyone away
You're building up so much anger inside you
So much that people around you can feel it
I know you don't want to talk about it
But you need to learn how to hold it in if you don't talk.
The more you think about her passing the worse it will be.
I want you to be happy
I want you to go farther
I want you to smile and mean it.
She's still alive.
Please don't stress out about her passing away
One day it will happen.
And I promise you that
Everything will be ok.
Don't share everything to everyone now just do it
One by One
This mood you have
This feeling you have
This funk you have
Is eating at you
And it's eating away at you so fast that
You can't even express emotions anymore.
This is a new start, please try
Please socialize with your friends
And be happy.

Melancholy In Love Pt. XI: You To Me by Donna Lewis

I love listening to lovey dovey songs, but I hate that it reminds me of how lonely I am.
Here's You To Me by Donna Lewis.

I hope you enjoy this song as much as I do.
Minus the feeling of loneliness.

Happily Melancholic Favorite #7: Silver Sorrow by Azure Ray

I have Drawing Down The Moon! I Actually received it about 11 days before the CD actually released. It's amazing, of course it is because it's Azure Ray. Out of the 13 songs the top five I loved the most were:

1. Silver Sorrow
2. Don't Leave My Mind
3. On & On Again
4. Lonely Girls
5. Make Your Heart

I loved this album so much that I even listened to the album on sunny days. God, I love Azure Ray!
Here's Silver Sorrow by Azure Ray.

Melancholy In Love Pt. VIII: Throw Me A Rope by KT Tunstall

Do I really need to give you a reason to download a beautiful, heartwarming, acoustic song from the amazing KT? I hope I don't. Seriously though, this song is one to have in your music collection, Throw Me A Rope is a song that's great to listen to during the cold nights of the fall.
Here's Throw Me A Rope by KT Tunstall.